I've changed.:)

I am not the same anymore...
I really don't want to be like this. I want to be high with all my friends like last time. But i think I won't be able to do it, anymore,maybe sometimes but I would still go emo...
It really sucks to cry alone in a corner without anyone beside you to comfort you or talk to you.
It sucks more when you are crying and your friends are playing and not even give a damn about you.
It sucks too when you receive a message from someone and makes you break down, that moment, you would feel like dying and feel that the world is coming to an end even when it's not your fault.
But what can we do? This is part of life. We would just have to face it, and take one step at a time and as we take a step, we would be able to grow. And not repeat our mistakes.

It may suck when you are called a failure by your friends or your family but it sucks more when no one is by your side when you are called a failure.
I really hope that someone would be always by my side forever and comfort me when i needed comfort; lend me a shoulder when i needed one. etc.

I know that, there would always an end to everything but still i hope happy memories would last forever and never end. I think that what I can do now is just face the reality and not running aways from it.
I will just to face everything and hope that there would be friends to face it with me and grow together.:)