2 hours plus !

Wow , Neglected my blog !

Yup these are some photos . Trying to make up ! :)

Hmm , yup De' Aesthetica is over .

It was fun yup !

Hey , I think , I'll post some other time , not really in the mood :(

2hoursplusmore ! Yup , ♥

Kind of like this , Charmaine looks a little retard .

Haha :) Was taken randomly . :p

I like this :) We look happayyyyy :)

I don't know why . But kind of like this . The toy >.<

Cool Picture . :) We look like we're glowing :)

Our " Can you see my eye?" pose . Although it was retarded , the joke was funnyyy ^^

I likey this very muchie >.<

Yuppie , these are some of the photos we took . ^^

Some of my favourite :)

Camwhore rocks , I'm serious . When you're down , just camwhore . :)

Today is the last day of Midyear . Last day of studying for this semester . woots :)

I really hope our efforts paid off . I really hate people who don't rely on themselves to obtain good results . This year is the streaming year , it's very unfair ah , I think .

But to think of it , it wouldn't even help in your future if you continue lo . So I don't want to care :)

After exams , I expected myself to be high , but I couldn't . First , the matter in school then at limbang . WTH , that bitch really pissed me off lo . I'm not scared of your big eyes hor . OMG . Lame , humji only . I see you again , you better don't come tio me .

Anyways , after that headed to Charmaine's . But was super bored , all of us were dead tired after 3 weeks of intense studying . I guess I'll just go and sleep early tonight . :) Hopefully , tomorrow , I would be able to be very very high at West Coast Park . But , feel like pon-ing . Cos I'm tired .

After rotting at charmaine's house , we decided to have a walk in her Condo . But in the end failed . Went back to her house . Then , Zareena and Rachelle left which left me and Xue Yan . Camwhore :):):)

LALALA , so yeah , this would be the end of today's post . I'm losing inspiration on blogging le>.<

I'm sorry for neglecting my blog for so long . :(

But also because , my blog like dead only sial . :(

Maybe I should close it . :(:(:(

HAiz , nevermind , I think I'll continue tomorrow . Hopefully with more photos :)

Bye!!!

Hey , 我想你:(

Wow , this is going to be a long post . Have been neglecting the blog . Really have no time :x

Sometimes I wonder if people even know what that means . When someone keep quiet , there are a couple of reasons . Feeling tired , Not in the mood , etc . There may be weird reasons . But , at times , when a girl keeps quiet , they may be crying loudly inside . I really hope people could understand .

Have been keeping quiet in class , these few months . Reasons : Tired , No mood , I don't like my sitting position . I really want to change my seat . Sitting at my current sitting position only make me have no mood to study or listen in class . Haish , feeling the stress day by day . My parents want me to get into Triple Science . I really hope , I won't disappoint them . However ,I don't even think I'm putting in the right amount of effort . :/ I really want to study , just don't have the mood to study .

I really want to say about this matter . I don't know how long more I can tolerate . But , I want to tell you that , you are really crossing the limits . You're doing last minute work . I hate that . I really want to help you . But I don't think I'm really helping you . Because , you even show it in your daily work . And fyi , I really hate people attitude-ing me . Ignoring me when I repeat myself repeatedly is also part of it alright . I comfort you when you're down , but I don't even think you ever thought about how I feel .

Do you really think that I like to be alone . Please , NO . Being alone will just make me think about what happened last year . Keeping quiet doesn't mean I don't care what you did . I remembered every little thing you did . I just really don't want to voice out and destroy this friendship . But I really hope you did apprieciate our friendship . I really hate people who use me . Thanks , I really hope you'll change for the better .

I realized , I've changed . I don't think is for the better . I asked my priamry school friend , Clara , she said I really changed . When I heard that , my heart sank . I really don't want to change. I want to remain the same . I can't take it when someone say I changed and I feel that it's not for the better . I really hope that I don't change much more . Because I love the way I were in primary school . Even if I know a lot of people hate me . I don't care . I only wanted my friends who cared for me to be right beside me when I need them .

After I went to secondary school , my P6 class only met once . Thinking about it , I really regret about everything we did in the past . we should not have quarreled . But , I know we cannot turm time back . But , if I had the chance , I really want to go back to then . I really miss all my classmates and those days when we went crazy as a class , got scolded as a class and everything . Thanks , thanks for the memories <3 .

I think I should stop here before I start crying .

I looked back at the past and regretted many things .