I don't know why?This feeling is like clutching on to my heart and I just can't let it go.
It's way to heavy . I seemed to be dragging it along with me.Too heavy for me myself to carry.But what can I do?There is a small voice in me telling me to move on but I really don't know why I just can't seem to let it go and move on with my life.
Why am I feeling this way?I can't concentrate on what exactly i want to do. I really can't. Something is really stopping me.It's like a huge rock that I can't move no matter how much strength I exert. I tried all ways and means to just get the huge rock away so that I can continue walking but I'm just way too weak... Why? I really hope I can just concentrate on my studies for this moment and let myself worry about the other irrelevant stuffs after the common test.
I really want to do this. But , it's way to hard.
I can't . I really can't do this...
