Everytime , it's my fault ?
Even when you heard the wrong thing , it's still my fault .
Have you ever fucking thought when it's your fault ?
Yeah , I did raised my voice a little , but that doesn't mean I'm shouting .
You shouted even louder , still my fault ?
You have to kick me ? You have to use your shirt and hit me ?
What is this ? And you say she is biased ?
What do you want ? I just hope that one day , you would just you would get how I feel after being getting scolded almost everyday , all those friendship problems , schoolwork , and even the most irritating thing that is in my head all the time this few days .
When would you learn your lesson ?
Since young , you have beem doing this to me .
When will you grow up and stop ?
Have you never felt guilty . ?
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I don't wanna talk about that thing anymore ...
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This thing has been stuck in my head for so long . But , I just can't get it out of my head .
In school , I still need to put up the freaking happy side of me . I'm really very very very tired . What am I supposed to do ? I really don't know .
Have you ever thought of how hard it is to fake all of this up ? I'm really too tired to do anything now .
What will happpened if i died now .?
I always thought of this .
Will you even care for me ? Or maybe , You will still get on your life :/
