Everyone is drifting away AGAIN . Why ? Why do you have to leave whenever we are that close . It's not only one or two of you but all . All of you are drifting . I treated it like nothing happened but , it's really very tiring . My heart , I hope it just slow down and finally stop beating soon . You talk to me and got close to me for a reason ? I don't know , who should I exactly trust ? Who can I lean on to ? Who would even lend me a listening ear ? Seriously , I doubt there's anyone . Like seriously , I tolerate everything alone and this is what I get ?
Ok , I get it . I seriously get it now . Thanks . Now , I get it . Finally , I decided not to really rely on someone so much ....
I hope you would keep your promise ... I hope you do .
